Can you feel the rebellious energy in the air these days? This insatiable itch to break with the old and daily routines and do something new. Something that matters, something you can feel passionate about, something that simply makes sense to you on a very personal level.
The feeling of being stuck in something that may pay the bills but doesn´t make you happy is all too known to me.
In fact, writing these pages today feels more like a diary entry and a reflection of my own thoughts, emotions, and body.
I know that I´ve been feeling like this for quite a while now. And I can tell you, it’s exhausting. After years of working in customer service for different companies, I´m so worn out, even others can feel my low energy levels. I get up every morning, do the best work I can and once I get off work, I just want to go to sleep or watch movies. I don’t have much energy left for anything else. All I want at this point is 6 months of doing absolutely nothing, however, very few of us can afford a luxury like that.
I started to have back pains, something I never experienced before, not even during pregnancy (and mind you, I have 10 kids). Speaking of, I didn’t even feel this stressed out and in so much pain when I had a bunch of little kiddos to take care of 24/7 and not even half the time to myself that I have now.
It’s this type of exhaustion that has your mind tired, your body aching, your emotions numb, that sucks the energy and pure life force out of you.
Like an energy-sucking vampire it leaves you feeling empty and tired, maybe even dead in some shape or form.
And all of this for no apparent reason at all. Really, there are so many things to be grateful for. A job, a roof over your head, food on the table… what more does one need?
We need to wake up to the fact that we cannot separate our mind, body, and spirit. We need to truly understand what that means. Once we do, things change, and the pursuit of true happiness can finally take direction.
There will be no more shooting aimlessly in the vast universe of possibilities hoping something good comes back and gets manifested in our lives.
No more feeling lost and pulled in all directions until you get dizzy and all you are able to do is put on your blinders, do what you have to do and hope the day is over soon.
Walking in your purpose means aligning your body, mind, spirit, and soul. The moment your thoughts, emotions, actions, work, values, believes, line up and emit the exact same vibration, you have found complete happiness and fulfillment – you are walking in your purpose.
How do you know that you are out of alignment?
This is the tricky part. It is extremely difficult because it requires a fair amount of intuition and the ability to become silent and listen to your body.
Forget the whole listening to your soul thing for a moment. It’s way too complex and ungrounded for most.
This is where that Magickal Connection between your body, mind, and soul comes in. In fact, all of these aspects of who you are are so connected that if one suffers, the other one suffers in some shape or form.
This is great news. We are all different and react and are sensitive to different things. Some suffer more emotionally, others tend to feel more physical, often chronic pain, others just know something is off but if there is no evidence of what that something is, we tend to just ignore it until our body does something to call our attention so that we simply cannot ignore it anymore.
If we learn to listen to what our body is telling us instead of ignoring its subtle signs of communication, we are well into the process of finding that perfect alignment.
Here is a practical, fictional but oh so common example of what I mean.
Let’s say you want to make a lot of money. All your thoughts, work, and efforts are directed and focused on making more money.
However, deep down in your subconscious there is this belief that for you it will be impossible to make all the money you want (or any other limiting belief about money).
This belief will affect your values, who you want to be, and ultimately, who you are.
Your values at that moment in time are not aligned with what you think you want and where you focus your attention on – which is money.
You feel like running in circles and although you might make good money, it’s never the way you want it or what you´re aiming for.
With time, you start feeling burnt out, exhausted and your body starts aching. You don´t understand why you are feeling so down even though you have all you need and a lot more than many others out there.
This is the best starting point to start listening to your soul.
Ask yourself what are these aches and pains telling you? Especially if you suffer from chronic pain for no (medical) reason. You should, of course, seek medical help if something is wrong with your body.I´m referring to these aches and pains that nobody can help you with because on a medical level it’s ´nothing´.
Do your emotions feel contradicting to your reality? For example, do you feel empty even though you have everything?
Do you often feel angry or sad for no apparent reason?
Are there any changes in your energy levels? Do people make comments such as ´You used to be so… what happened?´
All of these are clues and if you start exploring them, you start aligning your body, mind, and spirit so that you can live life to the fullest instead of just surviving somehow, no matter your circumstances.
Let this New Moon bring all of these hidden things to the surface so that the sun can start shining its light on them to give you more clarity and help you find out who you truly are and what you came here to accomplish.
The New Moon is a time that supports reflection of what you want to do in general, who you want to be, explore new ideas and projects.
But while this energy encourages you to think, reflect, and really find out what it is you want on a profound soul level, it’s not a time to make rash decisions and act on an impulse.
Especially this New Moon in Aquarius likes to bring the rebellious part of things out and unless you want to start a revolution and don´t care about the outcome, be careful to do your due diligence and make sure you have a plan of some sort before you quit your job, leave your partner, and move to the most remote spot you can find on this planet.
I hope this blog post served as a spark of inspiration or even an aha-moment.
As I´m going through this transformational process of brutal honesty with myself and taking baby steps towards the future I want for myself, I feel the need to share my own experiences and talents with those who are looking to work on their own alignment and balance from any angle (mental, emotional, physical) that feels comfortable at the moment.
I´m looking for women/moms to start a WhatsApp group/channel where we can chat and share our experiences, thoughts, and feelings in a safe place. As a postnatal exercise specialist, PN nutrition coach, and transformation specialist (life coach in short), I have a lot of knowledge that I would like to share and experiment with.
Sometimes all it takes is a little spark to light a huge fire, I would love to be your little spark.
Reach out to me on WhatsApp +529992765213 or magickalconnections@gmail.com if you want to be a pioneer and first to join me on this incredibly magickal journey of finding your spot in this world.
I would also like to remind you that I do special Magickal Moon Tarot Readings at any time. These readings are short and precise and have a specific message for you during the time of asking and are in tune with the lunar cycle and moon´s energy.
Please see this special offer on my Tarot page by clicking here.
That’s it for today, may the New Moon in Aquarius inspire the rebel inside you, spark the inspiration you need to move forward, and show you new ways of communicating your passion.
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